There has been times were I will find myself in the passenger seat of a car, next to a drugged out drunk guy driving super fast and I think… “I could die here”. I accept the moment for what it is and I don’t care if I do die because Im so at peace. Being so close to death makes you feel so alive.
I said I wouldn’t get attached to him, I guess because of the fear. The fear of getting my heart broken.
I hate it how someone can make you so so happy but also so so sad